I'm still in the midst of prayin which home i belongs...
1 month more to pray... Been in CHC for 1 month n its AWESOME!!!
THe awesomeness tt comes from GOD.not ashamed cos its truelly HIM
I felt HIS love, HIS pressence there... ITS AWESOME!!!
Come on guys stop wasting anymore SUNDAYS, i'm typin while trembling cos the HOLY SPIRIT here got me here to type more than this n faster than this.
Every house of GOD is awesome in their own way, expereincing GOD in their own way.
ITs the only way to really bring us into this relationship w GOD. EXPERIENCING HIM, feeling HIS pressence lettin HIM break us. Just tt break thru, our longin n desiring for GOD will be there forever. Pastor prayed everyweek, n he prayed for the church, every prayer i make AMKMCcac came in GOD u're truly telling me somethings whch I dunno how to... COn't to prompt me oh GOD, there big things to be done in tt church I KNOW!!! In the name of JESUS!!
I praise u oh GOD. Cos whenever i told myself tt it just a thought nth much it couldn't be me doin this stuffs, but GOD u shot me back with the verse 1 Timothy 4:12, telling me tt GOD dun see age to do great things, AMEN! I just wanna voice out... can I give me a chance. Though I've been away for "zillions of yrs" I just wanna let all of us have the kinda ON FIRE FOR CHRIST in all of us... I TRUST GOD TT ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!!! AMKMC GONNA RISE!!! I BELIEVE IN CHRIST!!! I need ppl to accompany me to have this kinda faith tt GOD gonna transform this church, just tt we needa take a step of faith. BIND ALL HEARTS TGT GOD.
THis generation gonna rise!!! in this church especially... This maybe a great step but we gonna make it:)

Seeing u I feel like sayin sorry, to God I've said the moment I did tt...
Till now its still in my mind... Why???
Satan knows that WEAKNESS can turn to sin in a heartbeat when exposed to the right amount of pressure. I cry n say "How could you be so stupid! You idiot! Haven't you learned anything?"
Which is lik I NV LEARN useless... forget it... Tot I'm firm enough but to the very end I gave in... Wat to do... Sacrificed... I dun mind i'm the one who get hurt cos I mind others being hurt.
I shall be the bad one:( Being the middle one for both situations.
In my heart was sayin I shouldn't made tt decision, I shoudn't be there at first... I shall leave b4 anythin else happen...

I love You, JESUS!!! I'll nv forget U!!! Thats for sure...
The moment I come to YOU, my heart hurts no reasons... DADDY I'm Sorry for not waitin for YOUR call/ans. Knowin tt I can be patience but I chose to do it in my way, SO PLS IF U'RE IN THIS KINDA SITUATION, BE PATIENCE N WAIT. ITS WORTH IT!!! NO REGRETS!!!

When we cease letting God speak to us, it is only a matter of time before He will cease speaking through us. Time to stop doin the talkin until HE speaks. Intensively relationship w GOD.
Lifting up our praises to HIM, since HE bless us w beautiful voices, dun waste it...

The feelin of heart breaks....

I tot I won't get tt feelin...But yea...
I dunno wats gonna happen tmr...Only GOD knows...
Let God do wat HE wants then, since I made this firm decision...
Today went CHC again(: brought Daniel along.
I love the svc there as always!
Still waitin for GOD's reply,


Its hard to love the person u once loved.

A sudden felt lik ignorin ppl,
too many prob alrd. I tak buleh tahan!!!
Sian... If i con't w this sian sian att, i prefer leavin this world!!!
My spiritual is diein AGAIN, physical lackin...
I'm worried abt spiritual not physical U KNOW!!!
I dun mind if i dun eat dun sleep, i dun care!!
BUT W/O HIM the most high one, I WILL DIE!!!
Bring me back to U, O LORD. Redeem me... U'RE MY SHELTER!!!
I need U more than anyone else, no one can ever replace U in me...
I need strength n power, wisdom.

Thanks to those who helped in tt situation(: lovesss...
Esp to tt nonsencical judge-.- laugh n joke n play n serious...
& DaddyHan, Eric, n all who were there.
I'll chage to the better...

N of course many thanks to those Bros n Sis in CHRIST who encouraged me with HIS words.
Not tt prob but others lovesss alll.................

LORD, I seriously dunno wat to do, I'm stuck...

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. . .And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. - 1 Corinthians 13:4-13

This few days were weird, I'm still at the point makin my decision.
I've made it, but it isn't firm. I wanted it to be firm, Lord, help me with this ya?
sian...speechless
I'm still thinkin tt I'm e bad party... Yea as wat zoro said I've changed to another person :'(
My heart still dun feel right, words still flow out lik water tap:(
Some things do need to be done...
I NEED UR WISDOM, LORD!
Since everyone seems to know then let it be it then. I'm not ashamed!!!
I wanna lift UR name up HIGH!!!!GLorify U!
Its GOD tt change me, yet I was worldly changed...
No U're my deliverer!!! My refuge, I dun wanna be condemned by this world

Bringin Rems n Daniel to CHC hope it'll be a success... pray pray pray even harder!!!